The girl in the room
across the hall 
practices violin,
majestic chords 
of a Bach sonata 
plucked 
ad nauseam.
And yet
today
this bleating affirmation
of culture
of passion
of joy
of humanity 
reverberates its profound sound
against the walls
of this drab, smoky
holding cell of
evacuees fleeing flames,
shrouding ourselves 
in the facade 
of normalcy 
for the sake 
of frightened children
who are us.
Agonizing 
over pieces of gewgaw
before a 3am departure
under blazing skies 
snowing ruin.
Sure to be away
just a day
maybe two, 
bets were placed on 
a minimalist haul:
a passport, 
a few bucks, 
a dog and toothbrush,
half a joint.
a bottle of water,
a painting gifted 
by my far away father.
The devastation
not yet complete,
extinguishes life
from all walks.
Earthly places
on which have been built
families 
reputations 
legacies
cremated into ash
in the space of
a deep red evening.
The direness 
of our collective
predicament 
excreted through 
sooty snot 
salty tears
the stinky sweat of stress,
hair reeking 
of a thousand Friday night bonfires.
The unfamiliar 
serene panic of 
helplessness 
bargains
negotiates
at the alter of
the Arbitrary,
until
the direction of the wind
inevitably 
changes.
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#california #napa #ourbelovedhome #blessfirstresponders #napafire #pleasemakeitstop 
 (at São Francisco de Itabapoana)

